“Natural
beauty ignored and hand built wonders disdained, here I find you with your nose
in that book.” Ch’loi looked up at
the voice of Counselor C’yashi.
“If I did not believe you were Ch’voga’s disciple before, you have
successfully removed all doubt.”
She
looked out at the view of the city and surrounding countryside they had from
the palace tower. The quick
refocus of near to far hurt her new eyes so she turned back to the book. “There is much to learn and buildings
and mountains are mute teachers with little knowledge.”
“What? Little…? Could you be so blind, child? Each building tells the story of the builder. Each home reveals the life of those who
dwell within its walls. All
collected they tell the history of a culture and a people and predict its
destiny!
And
those mountains, they have seen it all. They stood there ancient, unchanging,
unfazed and unmoved long before men dreamed up the words in Ch’voga’s book.”
“One
does not know how to read sticks and stones.”
“Perhaps
one just needs a teacher?”
She
looked at him as he sat down on a bench near where she squatted. “Perhaps,” she allowed.
“After
all, once you didn’t know how to read the words in Ch’voga’s book either and
apparently Chofa’s tutors have that remedied. As you say, there is much to learn and not all of it can be
found in books.”
“Is
the Counselor offering to teach one?”
“Is
one asking the Counselor to teach?”
“One
has teachers.”
“Yes,
I’ve seen. Many teachers, yet all
they teach is that book. A rather
narrow curriculum.”
“One
felt the words of this book make fire.”
“I
confess I have no idea what that means.”
“One
is content.”
“Ah,
I see,” he said. She turned back
to the pages and he seemed lost in thought. He interrupted her reading a moment later, “you know, it’s a
funny thing, destiny.” She looked
up at him. “If you think about it. Just a few short years ago, I sat in
this same spot, having a very similar conversation with Ch’voga. I have a.. a talent for seeing the
future. It's what gives me value as a counselor. I hesitate to call it a
gift. It’s a blessing and a curse
really. Did you know it was I who
convinced Ch’voga it was his destiny to be a missionary? I sent him into that desert. What grief I bore when he did not
return! What guilt!
But
now I look at you and think, no.
No, I was right all along.
It was his destiny to find you.
I had not misread the signs.
So, in a way, I’m responsible for bringing you here. And now here you and I are, in the same
spot and destiny verily dances in the air around us.”
“One
is not familiar with destiny. One
heard the Fire-maker. One made
choices. One obeyed the
Fire-maker’s words. One is here.”
“Of
course you did dear. I’m not
saying any of that is not true.
I’m just saying there are forces arrayed which we do not always perceive
but are true as well. As true as
those mountains.”
Ch’loi
looked at the mountains, faded and hazy with distance and her weakened
eyesight. “Does the counselor perceive a ..destiny for one?”
“No child, such is not the question you
should be asking. No one has the
right to tell you what your destiny is.
I cannot claim to know your destiny. I’m merely … a guide.”
“To
destiny?”
C’yashi
smiled. “To your destiny. The
question you would ask, if only you knew to ask it, is: what do you, Ch’loi,
legacy of Ch’voga, most fervently desire?”
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